The More I hate you, the More I Love You

So close I could taste the poison on your lips
so far I could feel your fingertips
I could feel the tears were gone
but now it’s wrecked
this crippling pain is in my chest
I used to be so happy,
I could handle it…

But now you’ve ripped my heart free
and broke it in your hands
and you tell me I don’t mean a thing
and I just have to
WISH you didn’t.