I’m WEAK

1. Real name: [REDACTED]
2. Nickname: Desdemona, Des, Dessy
3. Favorite color: Amaranth
4. Male or female: Female

5. Elementary school: Too many
6. Middle school: Homeschooled
7. High school: Too many
8. College: Ye
9. Hair color: Red
10. Tall or short: Tall.
11. Sweats or jeans: Jeggings
12. Phone or camera: Phone
13. Health freak: I just ate a zebra cake, so
14. Orange or apple: Neither
15. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes
16. Guy friends or girl friends: Yes
17. Piercings: Yes
18. Pepsi or coke: Snapple
19. Have you been in an airplane: Yes
20. Have you been in a relationship: Yes
21. Have you been in a car accident: Yes
22. Have you been in a fist fight: Yes
23. First piercing: Ears
24. Best Friend: Meself
25. First award: Advancement in Science
26. First crush: Scar from The Lion King
27. First word: Mickey Mouse
28. Any talent: Yes
29. Last person you talked to: Boyfriend
30. Last person you texted: Best friend
31. Last person you watched a movie with: Boyfriend (It was Avengers: Endgame)
32. Last thing you ate: a cara cara orange
33. Last movie/ TV show you watched: Lucifer and Endgame
34. Last song you listened to: Look Back at It – A Boogie Wit Da Hoodie
35. Last thing you bought: Chick-fil-a
36. Last person you hugged: Boyfriend

Favorite:
37. Food: Pork noodles
38. Drink: Water
39. Bottoms: Leggings
40. Flower: Anything fragrant (Azaleas are amazing)
41. Animal: Deer
42. Color: Amaranth // Folly
43. Movie: Me
44. Subject: PHYSICS

Have you ever?
45. [x] fallen in love with someone
46. [x] celebrated Halloween
47. [x] Had your heart broken
48. [x] went over the minutes/ texts on your phone
49. [x] had someone like you
50. [x] hated the way someone changed
51. [?] got pg
52. [ ] had an abortion
53. [x] did something you regret
54. [x] broken a promise
55. [x] hid a secret
56. [x] pretended to be happy
57. [x] met someone who has changed to your life
58. [x] pretended to be sick
59. [x] left the country
60. [x] tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
61. [x] cried over the silliest thing
62. [x] ran a mile
63. [x] gone to the beach with your best friend
64. [x] gotten into an argument with your friends
65. [x] disliked someone
66. [x] stayed single for two years since the first time you had a bf/gf or been single forever

Currently:
67. Eating: Nothing now
68. Drinking: Nothing
69. Listening to: Look Back at It – A Boogie Wit Da Hoodie
70. Sitting or laying: Sitting
71. Plans for today: I should write but I’m probably gonna clean/read fanfiction
72. Waiting for: My food
73. Want kids: Yeah, actually.
74. Want to get married: I do.
75. Want to travel: Yes.

What do you look for in a partner?
76. Lips or eyes: Personality
77. Shorter or taller: Same height
78. Younger or older: Same age
79. Romantic or spontaneous: Logical
80. Trouble-maker or hesitant: Intelligent
81. Hook up or relationship: Meh
82. Looks or personality: Both (My man has got it all, thanks)

Have you ever:
83. Lost glasses: Yes
84. Snuck out of the house: Yes
85. Held a gun/ knife in self defense: Yes
86. Killed somebody: lol only in my books
87. Broken someone’s heart: Yes
88. Been in love: Yes
89. Cried when someone died: Yes

Do you believe in:
90. Yourself: Yes
91. Miracles: I want to
92. Love at first sight: Love isn’t something that happens in an instant. 
93. Heaven: I want to
94. Santa clause: No
95. Aliens: Yes  (Can I have a drell husband now, please?)
96. Ghosts/Angels: Yeah

Truthfully?
97. Is there one person you really want to be with right now: Sure.
98. Do you know who your real friends are: I think I have a good idea
99. Do you believe in God: I want to

And Again

WHATS YOURS?

Age: 20-ish

Birthday: Yes

Relationship status: Yes

Biggest fear: Yes

Dream Job: Me

Dream Car: One that drives itself

Dream Home: Anywhere

FAVOURITE?

Artist: An artist

Movie: A movie

Song: High Hopes rn

TV series: Crazy Ex-Girlfriend

Animal: Deer

Book: So Yesterday

Color : Amaranth

THIS OR THAT?

Twitter or facebook: Twitter

Snapchat or Instagram: Twitter

Pandora or Youtube: Twitter

Coke or Pepsi: La Croix

Tea or Coffee: Tea

Tacos or Pizza: Pork noodles

Winter or summer: Summer

WOULD YOU EVER?

Get married: Yes

Have Kids: 

Swim with sharks: Yes.

Daredevil Stunts: Yes.

Jump out of a Helicopter: If I had to.

Tagged: About Me!

-Name: Desdemona.

-Nickname: D, Des, Dess.

-Star Sign: Leo.

-Gender: female.

-Height: 5’9.

-Favorite Color: Amaranth.

-Time Right Now: 1:29.

-Average Hours of Sleep: lol.

-Lucky Numbers: 7, 77.

-The Last Thing I Googled: Thai music.

-Number of Blankets I Sleep With: 1000.

-Favorite Fictional Characters: Star, Marco, Tom, Janna, Harrietta, 5000 other ones.

-Favorite Books: So Yesterday, Deadline, Axiom, Soul Echo, 5000 more.

-Favorite Bands/Artists: Panic! At the Disco.

-When Did You Create Your Blog: 9000 years ago.

-Amount Of Followers: 1777, boi.

-What Do You Post About: Life.

-Do You Have Any Other Blogs: Yep.

-When Did Your Blog Reach Its “Peak”: LOL.

-Who Is Your Most Active Follower: myself.

-Why Did You Choose Your URL: I’m Desdemona Wren tho.

-What is your favorite part of your current fandom? (fan theory, a piece of art, creating for yourself?)  yes.

-In your everyday social group how understood or known is your fandom?(do your friends get as excited as you, do people around you know what fandom even is, do you wear it on your sleeve or keep it to yourself?) NO.  

i’m thinkin’ maybe

There’s a pain I can’t ignore
Because Earlier I got to thinkin’ “Maybe I can”
but there’s things you don’t want to deal with
so there in lies the problem
to deny what love is
transforms you to hate.

People are startin’ to worry
that I’ll say good-bye to what I was
now that I feel like this.

I’m talkin’ to him 
and askin’ him “Is this right?” 
but he’s tellin’ me “No”
it don’t suprise me
the answer was there all along.

I’m talkin’ to her
but she don’t know the problem
she don’t know what she’s about.

I don’t wanna say good-bye to yesterday
because it lacks these complications
the things I have to hide
but maybe I can just say it isn’t there
but there in lies the problem…
because it is.